It's been more then 5 years that I had these account, never did manage to get my goal of being a daily deviant, I always thought it will come one day but I never mind that, I just love drawing and to draw for others, but lately I lost the love of drawing and even thrust in people in these place, It took me 5 years to get 11k haha, well it's my fault for not being active, but now it's much worse... the love of drawing is no longer there, I can blame someone but I won't only think I asked is that ''hope your happy?''. I never give up on my art but now I have no reason to go on drawing, I just lost the pleasure, the excitement and the love in dr